Free gift in every packet –
it might not be what you expect. Anticipate delight, or fear, or that bright tingle of desire that sets your fingers splaying –
in that anger you spilled
over the kitchen floor, there is
the seed of change –
rise up and use it. Breathe in deep and roar. Build roads and bridges, use your strength, haul on the rope, tighten your grip. Don’t let go –
and in that weight of fear there
is some love,
as if they’re sisters, love and fear, arms linked, flip sides of the same coin of passion, an old coin, warm in your hand, sticky from sitting in your pocket –
and in that great, grey,
overwhelming grief, you’ll find
somewhere in that cloud, that blocks your sight and leaves you groping, hands out, blinded by loss, reading the air with your fingertips –
a memory of joy.
Hold out your hand.
This is for Amaya at dVerse. She asks us to take something we previously posted on a past 11 September and play with it. My original poem was published last year Free gift in every packet – for dVerse – and it’s here in italics. It was interesting to review an old poem.