I write the words, but
the poem grows
in the spaces,
like the wilderness
at the edge of the park,
like the wolf
in the dog
like the weed
pushing up
through tarmac
like the seagull nesting on an office block cliff.
Day 28 of NaPoWriMo, and we are asked to write a “metapoem” – a poem about poems.
Maybe this is actually a poem about metaphors. It was originally going to end with “the poem grows in the spaces”, but I can’t stop the words, sometimes. http://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-eight-5/
We were the roofbeams of this house –
together, you and I – and when
you raised yourself above me,
on your strong arms, I was
protected from the world,
and I gave you the key
to all my secret spaces –
led you in, let you roam freely.
You were the table that we sat at –
talked at, ate, drank at –
sharing time, and food, and love –
and you were the music in this house,
the flickering colour, movement,
the sheer joy of song, and living.
Now: nothing. You took everything, and I am left alone. One feather, dropped, careless, as you left, mocks me, mimicking a tear.
It’s Day 24 of NaPoWriMo, and this is not what I expected to write. The prompt was to take a reference book, open it randomly, and be inspired by something on the pages in front of you. I chose Brian Cox’s “The Human Universe”, and opened on a page that was about the development of Newtonian mathematics. It was quite interesting, I could feel something stirring, maybe. Then I read on, and we got onto early writing. The earliest known piece of writing is about a court case between two priests. One left their shared house, taking a key to an upstairs room, two wooden beams, a table and six birds. That’s a poem in itself.
NaPoWriMo prompts us to write about an animal. I bet you thought I was going to write about a rook, didn’t you? If you know anyone who wants to publish a rook chapbook, let me know. I do have a slight poetic obsession.
On Monday you sent me
a letter – written
in words of cloud
on a bright blue sky
and on Tuesday your love
was a shower of birdsong,
piercing my skin
and today the sea
is a forest of words
and your words are an ocean,
and the paper waves
slice across the world
like knives bladed with
rainbows, like a smile,
like a fish cutting through
a waterfall,
and each rose is a story,
and each story is a bird,
and each bird is a glass
of clear water
and my dreams are full
of pinwheels, spinning out
moments of joy, and rain
that glimmers as it falls,
and everything reminds me
of something, and nothing
is a stone I can hold in my hand
and the weight of nothingness
is the heaviest thing of all.
Your death has found a shape, now:
I can’t always hold it –
it turns liquid in my hands,
or burns, or twists
into another death, a different grief,
over and over, rolling –
but still
my lizard brain will always feel the loss of you – that smell of yours is gone – and while I will catch fragments of it, over and over, at odd moments, I’ll never catch the whole of it – that mix of soap and skin and scent –
peculiarly yours, and perfect –
and there are stories that I’ve lost,
already – the detail of them,
stories you told me, over and over,
but now I rummage for them,
and they’ve faded.
I see you, limited by gravity,
by that tracery,
that web of mud and tarmac
branching across the land.
I see your nest, too heavy,
squat and solid,
battling the wind,
and I see you, weighed down by things that have no meaning, seeking significance – when I have all the wide sky to play with, and the wind to ride
I’m back in the NaPoWriMo saddle. April has been interrupted, but I’m picking up the challenge again. This is for Day 17 – a poem from an unusual viewpoint. I’m not sure this is unusual for me – I write a lot of poems about rooks – but I enjoyed it.
Day 4 of NaPoWriMo, and we are asked to write a sad poem in simple words. They suggest we might think about writing a sonnet. This is a sonnet rhyme scheme, without any syllable count, and without a volta. A sonnot, maybe?
So here it comes again,
my Beltane birthday,
when spring and summer touch,
and the goddess throws on
her greenest gown
and whirls into the dance.
My fire-crackle, spark fly
birthday. Here it comes –
my sakura birthday,
pink foaming cherry flowers
floating and flying,
and look out – it’s my
apple blossom birthday,
when the secret fruit trees
flower in the hedgerow.
Here it is – my hawthorn birthday,
banks frothing with cow parsley –
sing it loud, it’s my
chocolate cake birthday,
my candles and cards
and morning cuddles birthday.
Watch out, it’s here,
my last day of April,
wash your face in dew,
dream of true love,
wake me early in the morning,
jump through the fire with me
birthday. It’s today.
It’s the last day of April – the last day of NaPoWriMo – and my birthday! And today’s prompt is to write about something that keeps on happening. So what better subject?