Next door’s angel kept her watch all Christmas
as if even her neon blood was warmed
by all that love and peace. I’d see her
if I woke at night, resting on Mary’s wall,
wings spread and glowing golden.
Epiphany came, and she was packed away
to wait the year out, leaving the night
sullen and dark, or hazed and mazed with stars,
much colder and more distant
than our fearful lights, more enduring.
We blaze with self-importance,
but in the end, we’re small,
and faint, and human.
I’m hosting at dVerse tonight, and our theme is the elements – the chemical ones, not the astrological ones! Check out the other dVerse poets, and join in.
Oh this so much reflects the way I feel when we shut off the lights and are left with the sadness of winter…
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Yes, it’s always sad. I feel Christmas comes too early – there’s a lot of winter left to get through!
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Wow, Sarah, this poem is so atmospheric and wistful. You’ve caught the feeling of that time after the lights have been taken down in the lines:
‘…leaving the night
sullen and dark, or hazed and mazed with stars,
much colder and more distant
than our fearful lights, more enduring’.
I especially love ‘hazed and mazed’.
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That concluding line hits – we are indeed small, faint and human. My christmas decors are still up, until this weekend. Thanks for hosting Sarah!
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Oh, we indeed are small. I am always a bit sad when the Christmas tree and lights come down. They shine so lovely in the dark.
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mesmerising and that last line packs a punch …
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Thank you.
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Neon does have that rep, as if it’s all show with no substance. Well done.
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Oh how I love that last stanza. Often I meet the neon people, filled only with themselves.
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A very fetching and soulful piece. Neon is mysterious, yet attractive. I often leave the holiday decor up until after New Years, and then it’s like the silence after the grandchildren leave.
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We blaze with self-importance,
but in the end, we’re small,
and faint, and human.
…ain’t it the truth Sarah…
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“Epiphany came, and she was packed away
to wait the year out” … just like all that love and peace gets packed away… Really insightful poem.
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the last sentences felt like a fading heartbeat to me, the rhythm and the flow, gentle yet melancholic.
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I love this one, Sarah.
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We blaze with self-importance,
but in the end, we’re small,
and faint, and human.
– I couldn’t agree more. So much truth.
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We noticed how dark our living room became when we took the Christmas tree down — how dark the winter, how frail our candles. Neon is a ghostly human concoction, brighter than stars or moonlight yet eerie and tenuous, flickering for good and ill (I think of all the signs blazing outside bars). Signposts through the night — and how dead and blank those neon lights are by day. Great challenge.
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Oh Sarah this is beautiful. Going back to read it through again. You’ve made all the hairs on my arms stand on end.
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Yessss!!!!
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‘mazed’ is a word I don’t think I’ve ever seen used. It’s such a good one.
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I think it might be a Westcountry word. Cider will make you mazed, taken in sufficient quantity…
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I imagine it would 🙂
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There is a silence once everything is packed away. It feels like the magic has gone or has it just been packed away. We are indeed small with human flaws.
but in the end, we’re small,
and faint, and human.
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